Ours is a long distance relationship. He comes to my city once a month to meet me and be with his family. So on those days we go out, eat at restaurants, shop for wedding related stuff, go for movies… So while going and returning we take Uber cabs. And we sit really close to each other, holding hands all the time. Most of the time my head is on his shoulder and his resting on my head. It feels so good. It feels like I know him for a long time. I am getting used Continue reading “Our cab rides…”
So today, I ordered a cake for him to be delivered tomorrow since tomorrow is his birthday. I have not told him anything about the cake yet. Hope the delivery people can find the proper address and I wont have to give them my fiancee’s number for the exact location of his house.
Continue reading “Tomorrow is my fiancee’s birthday!”
So I kinda do not like my fiancee’s sister. She is weird in the sense that she does nothing. She has been trying (not trying seriously) to get a job for the last 2 years afetr completing masters (empty mind is a devil’s workshop). A hell lot of negativity is in her. So one day my fiancee asked me to wish her all the best for her job related exam the next day. I did. While talking to her during that time, among all Continue reading “My soon to be sister-in-law”
So I feel the only way to solve this problem of me being worried whether I am taking a wrong decision to get married in the middle of the PhD is to assume that the worse is going to happen. And gather courage, enough courage to face the consequences. I am scared of failures. Which is why I am so worried. I need to get over the feeling of failure. Infact, I have been trying to do this for a long time. But have failed. The only thing that makes me so stressed out all the time Continue reading “The dilemma”
Amazing person this woman is. I should not be discriminating, but to be honest, I love my mum way more than my dad. During my childhood days, my mum was through all the thick and thins in my life. Dad, on the other hand, used to remain super busy with his work. And I am not complaining too, since he Continue reading “My mum”
So here is the thing. I am getting married in the middle of my PhD. Is it a good idea? I mean, I like him a lot, and I want to get married. But what if this decision hampers my PhD process? I will not be able to bear with it. To me, my PhD is even more important than my own life. But if it gets affected because of marriage then I will not be able to forgive myself.
Sometimes I think I have taken the wrong decision to get Continue reading “I am worried (PhD)”