Our cab rides…

Ours is a long distance relationship. He comes to my city once a month to meet me and be with his family. So on those days we go out, eat at restaurants, shop for wedding related stuff, go for movies… So while going and returning we take Uber cabs. And we sit really close to each other, holding hands all the time. Most of the time my head is on his shoulder and his resting on my head. It feels so good. It feels like I know him for a long time. I am getting used Continue reading “Our cab rides…”


My soon to be sister-in-law

So I kinda do not like my fiancee’s sister. She is weird in the sense that she does nothing. She has been trying (not trying seriously) to get a job for the last 2 years afetr completing masters (empty mind is a devil’s workshop). A hell lot of negativity is in her. So one day my fiancee asked me to wish her all the best for her job related exam the next day. I did. While talking to her during that time, among all Continue reading “My soon to be sister-in-law”

The dilemma

So I feel the only way to solve this problem of me being worried whether I am taking a wrong decision to get married in the middle of the PhD is to assume that the worse is going to happen. And gather courage, enough courage to face the consequences. I am scared of failures. Which is why I am so worried. I need to get over the feeling of failure. Infact, I have been trying to do this for a long time. But have failed. The only thing that makes me so stressed out all the time Continue reading “The dilemma”

I am worried (PhD)

So here is the thing. I am getting married in the middle of my PhD. Is it a good idea? I mean, I like him a lot, and I want to get married. But what if this decision hampers my PhD process? I will not be able to bear with it. To me, my PhD is even more important than my own life. But if it gets affected because of marriage then I will not be able to forgive myself.

Sometimes I think I have taken the wrong decision to get Continue reading “I am worried (PhD)”