So I feel the only way to solve this problem of me being worried whether I am taking a wrong decision to get married in the middle of the PhD is to assume that the worse is going to happen. And gather courage, enough courage to face the consequences. I am scared of failures. Which is why I am so worried. I need to get over the feeling of failure. Infact, I have been trying to do this for a long time. But have failed. The only thing that makes me so stressed out all the time Continue reading “The dilemma”
Amazing person this woman is. I should not be discriminating, but to be honest, I love my mum way more than my dad. During my childhood days, my mum was through all the thick and thins in my life. Dad, on the other hand, used to remain super busy with his work. And I am not complaining too, since he Continue reading “My mum”
So here is the thing. I am getting married in the middle of my PhD. Is it a good idea? I mean, I like him a lot, and I want to get married. But what if this decision hampers my PhD process? I will not be able to bear with it. To me, my PhD is even more important than my own life. But if it gets affected because of marriage then I will not be able to forgive myself.
Sometimes I think I have taken the wrong decision to get Continue reading “I am worried (PhD)”
So here is the thing… I feel sleepy most of the time. But there are certain events which make me feel more sleepy. Like video of puppies cuddling, or video of puppies sleeping, or video of good food being cooked…
So what exactly is the psychology behind this? I really really wanted to know… I think. It’s weird though…
When I was a kid, I used to be a big daydreamer. I had always imagined that someone would propose by going down on his knees and give me flowers! But with time, I realized you have to be lucky to get these. So before going for an arranged marriage, I had given up the hope that any such thing would happen to me. I wasn’t sad to give up this hope though. I had accepted it Continue reading “The proposal!”
So I am done with my PhD evaluation. I could not post anything because of the evaluations. Hopefully things went good. I still feel stressed since next year I will have another evaluation to give. So silly of me, right? I have been taking so much stress since my childhood that I am still unable to survive without stress. If some days are stress free, I feel something is going to be wrong.
Anyway, good its over, now I get to proceed with my work.
Also, I have a wedding to attend! 😉